Breaking the Dams

My Crush Has Always Been Me Episode 1

Episode 1

Episode 1 recap

Kai wakes up in bed after an intimate dream about his brother's childhood friend Ethan. He panics over his physical reaction. Later in the hallway, students chatter about Ethan. Kai bumps into Ethan, scattering documents. Ethan catches him by the waist before he falls. When Ethan questions his nervous behavior, Kai hurries away. Suddenly, Leah arrives with red roses and confesses her love to Ethan in front of everyone. Kai freezes in shock.

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Episode 1 Scene by Scene

  1. 00:00: Kai's Morning Panic

    Kai wakes up abruptly from a sensual dream involving Ethan. He notices his body reacted to the fantasy. He pulls the blanket tight against his chest, groans in frustration, and whispers that he is completely finished.

  2. 01:03: Collision in the Hallway

    Kai walks down the crowded corridor holding a stack of papers while listening to girls talk about Ethan. Ethan walks forward looking at his phone. They crash into each other, and Ethan grabs Kai's waist as papers fly everywhere.

  3. 02:07: Gathering the Fallen Papers

    Both young men kneel on the floor to collect the scattered documents. Ethan asks Kai why he feels so anxious around him. Kai avoids Ethan's gaze, stammers about needing to submit his forms, and rushes away down the hall.

  4. 02:39: Leah's Public Confession

    Leah steps directly in front of Ethan with a massive bouquet of red roses. She confesses her feelings for him at full volume before the gathered crowd. Hearing her declaration, Kai stops in his tracks and turns around in disbelief.

Key Lines from Episode 1

“Listen up. I want you to watch me clearly. Remember exactly who's touching you right now.”

Ethan · Ethan speaks to Kai during Kai's intimate morning dream sequence.

“Stop it. You're my brother's friend.”

Kai · Kai protests while dreaming about being touched by Ethan in bed.

“I'm screwed.”

Kai · Kai groans into his blanket after waking up physically aroused.

“I've known your brother since we were kids. Why are you so worked up?”

Ethan · Ethan asks Kai this while helping him gather dropped papers.

“Ethan, I like you!”

Leah · Leah announces her feelings to Ethan while offering red roses.

How Episode 1 Ends

The episode ends as Leah steps up to Ethan in the middle of the crowded corridor, holding out red roses and declaring her love. Kai stops in his tracks and turns around with wide eyes. Will Ethan accept Leah's public confession, or will he turn her down right in front of Kai?